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| In a day I come across some stories and feelings
Stories of others
And the feelings of mine
I just cannot stop my every sigh
Is it all fate or luck or destiny that governs beneath?
That is so unreliable, you know
I cannot be satisfied
But yet there is nothing else can give any account
Things just happen
They fell on me because of destiny?
They didn't fall on me because of luck?
I don't believe any of these bollocks at all
And yet I cannot take all of these anymore, almost
And I wonder
If someday I come to lose all I cherish
How should I do with it
Then I feel a profound fear inside
Because there is no rules in this world at all
And everything can just happen
All in a sudden I doubt what is real
What else is otherwise
True can be false can be real
False can be true can be fake
So it is the Gandalf's best sentence "It's about how you do with it in the given time", right?
If destiny is true, the next question will mark at 'choice'
Why am I here? How will I be?
How should I know now?
How can I know anyway?
But it is just that I can see despairs and disorders everywhere
I can see them 'round every corner
I feel like a riot is coming soon
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| 第一次六四到維園
黨是這樣的害怕
若不是心裏有鬼, 何必在天安門廣場加派如此多的軍警
和大量升級的打壓
高壓不會有好結果
這一切讓我想起電影 V For Vendetta (超強力推介)
Adam Sutler 和 V
但願人民的集中力量, 就是 V
總覺得趙紫陽在天安門演說 "我們老了, 沒所謂" 時
他已預算到自己的結果
可憐他成為政治角力的犧牲品
趙紫陽也算是個英雄人物
望民主精神薪火相傳 | | |
| 看見國家如何處理六四
還是一樣的封鎖, 一樣的逃避, 一樣的刻意扭曲
令我非常的痛心
事情發生而成為事實, 是的確無法改變
選擇不正面面對, 真的對國家有益嗎?
政治因素真值得人把對錯是非巔倒?
我們的國家為什麼總是包庇一些做錯事的人?
看見我們的吉米在台上這樣的型, 把玩著她愛玩的 Bass 
心裏很是快慰 
要回耳膜的我現在很累
在雨最瘋狂的時候步行15分鐘回家感覺不好玩
但腦袋不想停
我好像越長大, 越不知我想怎樣
做事越來越沒條理, 越來越沒交帶
越來越不知該到那裏去才好
越來越甚麼也沒所謂
我就像站在十字路口
有很多條路可走, 卻走那條都沒所謂
走那條才好呢?
可恨的是我看不見我的成功
決定難下....
有趣的是心情卻一點也不差, 也不很困擾
只是覺得四肢酸痛, 很想多睡點
我看我的主和父母照顧得我太好了
在我的眼中沒有他們眼中的未來
But I think I know why
I am dreamless
I do not have a dream that they dream of
I am not attracted to the things that can draw their eye
I do not have the vision of future like they do
I do not measure things in the same way like they do
I do not seek what they seek
But then I do not know how to balance both sides, yet. Oh~
更甚是我是馬克思的 Fan 屎
我管我的 Surplus Value 管得很嚴
我才不把我的 Surplus Value 輕易給人 
那我一定是個壞員工了, 哈哈 
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| 無講笑
我覺得呢個 Degree 令我折左五年陽壽
真係好鬼 Burnt Out
好想停
我一直覺得人生係唔應該咁樣過
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| 已於今日完成
終於都完啦
次次考試之前嗰晚都瞓唔著.....
昨晚都無例外
局住開左個通宵 (不過無起身溫書)
今朝.....成個人勁呆
食左早餐都無好轉
於是我唯有出絕招
一杯奶茶, 無料到
一支葡萄適, 都無醒到
再 Vit. B Complex, 都無醒到
再加一杯咖啡
考試嗰陣, 再開多支葡萄適
五個鐘裡面, 我 Intake 晒呢五個 Items
好彩今次已經係最後一次考試
我唔會再試第二次
CHEM2103 Chemical Process Industries & Analysis
考試嗰陣, Ben 坐我隔離, 細 Andy 就係我後面
咁啱好 CMC Group 嘅都坐埋一齊
今次考試嘅 Time Management 係呢三年來最好嘅一次
幾近完美呀, 哈哈
Performance 都 OK, 雖然有騎哩 MCs 要估答案
同最好有 D 距離
但係攰成咁, 我都唔要求咁多
考完試, 成個人死左
個腦 Shut Down 左
乜都 Run 唔到
Reaction Time For Everything 係多於 10 秒
完全唔知自己做緊乜
唔係講笑
真係極唔好受
最值得 Note 嘅係
三年前
我真係好比心機讀書
又 Reference Book 又 自己 Search 野
好比心機去明 D 野......
宜家?
我都好比心機
但係就在於 D sources 同 exam techniques
得著少好多
一 D 都唔 Inspiring
淨係覺得好 Mechanical
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